Scared and nervous, I pack my bag
I leave knowing I will be back
I will be different, somehow changed.
Ever wondering what I should ask.
I walk to the fire, and feel the peace
crawling inside, I sense the release.
As the door closes, my mind starts to race
I think I am losing, the task I can't face.
But with the dark, comes a peace
A warm glowing place I can see.
People are talking, they really care.
I suddenly wonder why I am there.
Then I open my eyes, I see... I see!
There are others in this place with me.
Colorful people, whites, golds and yellow
Is it just me? Can they all see the glow?
I blink and think my eyes must be wrong
you can't see in the dark,
But I can, I can see them moving
all around the house made from love.
It gets harder each time we close another door
I am scared and press my face to the floor.
My heart is racing, when will it end?!
I give in, and suddenly my joy can expand.
As I go out, its a leap not a crawl
I stand and I fell as though I may fall.
I look to my left and see the shining eyes,
Of the people I was one with on the inside.